Jodoh?

Aduh Mbak Lang, kamu kok sweet banget. Iya udaah. Katanya si kang Rumi kan  juga gitu.

"The minute I heard my first love story I started looking for you, not knowing how blind that was. Lovers don't finally meet somewhere. They are in each other all along."

Dearest,

I have a twisted understanding about the concept of soul-mate. Or so called 'jodoh'? But I knew you were out there. I somehow feel you in a way my soul couldn't explain. Sometimes it feels so close that it gives me courage and light up my soul. But sometimes, it feel so distant that I found my self drowning... out of nothingness. You know, it felt so nice at some point, but longing in most of the time. I would not imagine my life without you. I could. But life would be pretty much dull. But I guess that's find. I'll read a lot of good books, I'll travel, I will just keep myself busy in the meantime until you showed up. Take care dearest.