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BIOLOGY PATHWAY Finally, i choose biology pathway, had sign the contract, hope it is the right pathway :) for the future cheers

turned 16th on 16th, surprising me on 20th

Sarah Adipayanti

16 cupcakes, 16 candles, 16 wishes for the girl who turned 16th. lots of kisses and hug for my bitches

bloggie how are you doing? hmmmmm i don't know where to start but what i know is i'm feeling ecstatic. bet this is going to be a long post. :D

Pulang Sekolah

i was intend to play at Ayie's house with Dyla moi pren after school since 2 days a go. sort of refreshing after UAN thingy. we're going to swim at Ayie's, would be lot of fun. the other girls cannot going because several reasons. So i went home with Dyla, we stopped by at her house. at her house we facebook-ing, spying on Dyla's new kecengan. trus si dyla turn crazy, she spontaneously said,

D: "Ra main yuk?"

A: "Main apa?" curiga sama muka Miyabinya

D: "main makeup2an"

A: -_____- "ngg ah"

gw yakin banget pasti muke cantik gw ini bakal dimacem2in sama dia, mengingat waktu abis pulang casting buat acara quiz TVRI waktu itu, pipi gw dipakein blush-on super tebel kaya abis ditampar-tampar. But she kept insisting me to play 'make2up-an', lama-lama gw tergoda juga sama main 'make2up-annya' si Dyla, tapi with several conditions.

1. bagian yang dimakeup in mata doang

2. gw juga make-up in dia abis ini

3. abis di make-up in, kita ga boleh liat kaca dulu

4. selesai kita make-up an, liat kaca bareng2 trus difoto2 masukin facebook -___- wth deh

trus mulai deh tuh dia ngeluarin alat-alat tempur kecantikannya. pertama eye liner. Dia mulai buat garis2 dimata gw, dari ngegarisnya aja udah firasat buruk, trus dia ngeluarin eyeshadow super ngejrengnya yang warna merah. tapi yang paling setan alas dia ngeluarin mascara, terus dengan cantiknya dipakein ke alis 'debora' gw. singkat cerita, abis gw make-up in dia juga, kita ber2 merem jalan ke depan kaca trus sama2 ngitung bareng buat buka mata. 1.. 2.. 3..

jeng.. jeng.. jeng...

Nah.. ngakak2 lah itu kita sampe setengah mencret gitu. liatlah muka kita ber2 ngg ada yang bener. gw kaya barong bali, mana alisnya tebel abis. emang sialan ya si Dyla, ngasi maskara ke alis gw sampe susah dibersihinnya. digosok beberapa kali udah kaya mau rontok gitu alis gw. trus si dyla mukenya kaca pendekar2 cina gitu. sampe mules perut rasanya. nah terus, abis kita puas foto2 sama muka kita, si dyla gw suruh mandi abis itu langsung berangkat kerumah ayie. kita udah kelamaan gitu disana takutnya ntar kerumah ayienya kemaleman

Dirumah Ayie

Semuanya normal, ngga ada yang mencurigakan, sampe dirumah Ayie gw sama Dyla langsung ke kamar Ayie abis salim sama mamanya. Nah udah di kamarnya si Ayie keluar di panggil mamanya, si Dyla yang emang bintang film indosiar (ngg tau acting atau benera) ngeluarin duit terus kebawah karena lupa ngasih uang makan buat supirnya. Pas gw tanya mau ditemenin atau ngga, dia bilang ngg usah. Yaudah akhirnya gw leha-leha dikamar Ayie sambil baca majalah berasa udah kaya rumah sendiri.

Tiba-tiba pas gw lagi asik-asik baca majalah cosmo yang front covernya Lily Allen si Ayie manggil-manggil dari luar kamar

"Ra,"

"Apa?"

"Ra,"

"Apeh,"

"Ra," buset bawel abis nih orang masuk aja kenapa kamar dia sendiri ini, pikir gw lebay sambil berjalan ke pintu kamar Ayie sambil mau ngebuka gagangnya. Tapi sebelum gw pegang, si Ayie udah buka duluan dari luar.

"SURPRISEEEEEE!!!"

wow gw kaget men segerombolan orang pada bawa 2 cupcakes each person sambil ada lilin diatasnya. i cast my eyes around them sambil masi melongo2 dongo liat siapa aja yang ada disana. Ada Ayie, Rizki, Neisya, Tasya, Dyla, Dhira, Bella, sama Nisa. woaaaaaa. gw kagetlah, ngga nyang ka kale brawwww.

so there are 16 cupcakes 16 candles, and a wish for every cupcake

seru abis kan? hahahahha. nah banyak abis jatah wish gw ada 16, sampe bingung mau mohon apa secara apa yang gw mau udah ada di depan mata (lebay lebay dangdut).

blow the candle

make a wish

nah abis gw tiup tuh 16 lilin, gw disuruh ngitung cup cakenya ada berapa? ternyata cup cakenya cuma 15, masih ada satu lagi diumpetin. disuruh cari lah gw keluar. nah sebenrnya gw rada takut bakal ada jebakan-jebakan gitu kan gaul. gw bingung mau nyari dimana cuy rumah si ayie kan gede, dikamar sahab ape ye?? trus ada kaya pintu gitu di deket dapur, trus gw bilang 'disini nih? buka ya?' si ayie memberi pandangan mengiykana sambil yang lain pada ngomong 'ayo cari'. pas gw mau buka pintu gw mikir 'is it him' gw rada-rada gimana gitu ya deg-deg an disko gitu. terus perlahan2 gw buka tuh pintunya, sedikit gelap, ada sosok orang tapi gw masih g sadar itu siapa. pintu gw buka lagi 'dia bukan y?' pas gw buka keseluruhan 'wes gede amet' eh si digo ternyata senyum2 sumringah sambil bawa the last cupcake. trus di tembok gudang itu ada kartu ucapannya juga sama ada kado.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

gw kira si him ahhahah ternyata ai digo cuih pret duuut

terharu (atau nangis karena yang dateng digo? hahhahaha)

wwwoooooww terharu gw braaaaw. then after i blew the last candle, we open the present. hihihi. bungkusnya sih banyak berkoran-koran, pas di buka wow kardus HP nokia, terus pas di buka lagi isinya dress. senangnya dek akyuuuuu.

apaan sih nih bungkusnya berlapis2 gini

muke gw: "ya ya ya HP nokia" *mencurigakan

intip dikit ah "wow dress"

Ada kartu ucapannya lagi

gw suka sih, tapi muat ngga ya?

sampe gw cium2 braw

gw ngg tau ya udah gw paling nyebelin, paling galak, paling bossy, terus status gw boleh bos tapi paling kere, paling ngga modal, (gw CAPSLOCK bold, underline italic biar lo pada bahagia) tapi semua yang kalian kasih ke aku tuh paling mahal, paling maximal, paling berharga and it's priceless <3.>

I'm Free

I'M FREE

I just wanna tell you guys that i am finally free from the fucking uncertain feeling.
I am seriously have moved on (i guess).
Feel free like a humming bird.


"

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

"

Being 16th on 16th

"Maybe the wind blows, the bird sing and idol keep ganteng each day (for you of keross)but it cannot change the fact that you're old"

ahaha it was the first sentence that i wrote on neisya's (i've mention your name on my blog. happy? hahaha lol) birthday card. and i feel like one now, ahhaha just being hyperbola. but yeah every second that we've been through is the less life we'll be live.i'm about to turn 16th in the next few days and i've been thinking what have i done in the last 16 years? gosh it's a long journey :)

i would love to nostalgic for a moment, i remember my birthday last year, i remember how it felt to be the luckiest human on earth ever (lol), i won't forget every single thing, and how i suppose to be grateful to have such an amazing friend like you guys. i bet people must be jealous because i own you guys <3>

you guys could make me cry twice. but it was tears of joy of course :D

the unimportant present which surprisingly could make drops of tear fall :D (BH maroon ga penting, CD electric blue lebih g pentng lagi, ipod waljinah yang lagunya ngga bisa diganti karena cuma tempelan doang, wig palsu (sumpah apa sih yang lo semua pikirin?) but most of all is the birthday book, and the Cd's, i'll scan the picture later :D)

what i want for this year: to bad my birthday this year held during the mid semester test. hahahah. and i don't really expect for big things to be happen this year. i just wish to blow candle with my family, awesome friends and maybe, it's only maybe, him. :) and for the present, mom i wish for new mobile phone, the LG one, just like Blair's. it's cool.

KT-610 my baby

maav ya guys kalo aku ngg tau terimakasih and like to bossing around all the time, but i still love and care bout you though. from deep inside of my heart (Y) (<3)>

mi ah-dorable fren and their lovely shasha herkolor lol