hug me while we're lying down
and put your hand behind my back
as if you wanna take all the burden in my shoulder
Move your hand around it
in rhythm with my breath
'till I fell asleep

Cerita tentang Om Han (Selain kepada-Nya)

ingin memarahi ketidaktahuan
meratapi sejuta kemungkinan
yang menarik ulur hati dan pikiran

Mengapa kau pertanyakan takdir Tuhan?

Mereka bilang Tuhan lucu.
Gusti Allah itu kerap cemburu jika kau mulai mengikatkan hatimu terhadap manusia
Jika kamu rasakan hatimu sakit maka 2 hal mungkin terjadi;

;Ia sedang membersihkan hatimu dari dosa-dosamu,
; Atau Ia sedang memanggilmu

Sini! Sini! Lihat aku! Kembali padaku!

Karena pada akhirnya Ia tidak mau kamu bergantung selain kepada-Nya
Pada akhirnya kita semua berakhir dengan kesendirian
Dilahirkan dalam kesendirian dan dimatikan dalam kesendirian
Maka ia sesungguhnya memperingati kelekatan

Jangan marahi ketidaktahuan
Terima ia dengan lapang dada,
sebagai bagian dari dirimu yang tidak dapat dilenyapkan.
Maka sampai tidak tersisa pertanyaan lagi,
dan sampai pada titik perjuangan dimana kepedulianmu telah habis,
sesungguhnya Tuhan telah merubah hatimu.






06/06/14 (7.11) bangun tidur maghrib-maghrib itu ngga enak

Strangers I Met Along The Way~

Aren't strangers lovely? 

These are the people I met during my trip in Flores. They are so lovely and most of them are friendly. I fell in love with them and wondering what kind of life they lived back there in spite of all kinds of perceptions about the first impression. On the journey, stranger become family and the road is your shelter. I see that punk kid I try to avoid everyday. In the journey, they becoming your friend. Somehow you know that you are connected under the same circumstances. We are like a walking news which brought together to share both life experiences and to give colours in the different perspectives and from the crooked angle view of life. On the journey, we are detached from every attribute of life along with they class status given to us by the society and eventually dissolve in unite, the unity of a soul. I fell in love and have left pieces of my heart in every places I stopped by, in every people I met, in every sunrises and sunsets, and in every star that shines.

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"I fell in love regularly, with each person whom passes me in the streets, or who sits beside me on the bus. 

Not in the romantic way; No, we hardly even speak a word to each other.

But I sit, quietly observing all of their  body language and all of their expressions. Their smiles, and gestures; the way they lift their coffee, or smile as they read that new text message, or count the change in their hands.

I watch vigilantly, tracking the manners and movements, and appreciating all that these people are.

I spend some time thinking about their families and lives, and the life they lead. I consider what they might do for work, and what they want to school for.

When they woke up that morning, and how they did their hair.

I study the details of these people, that may otherwise go unnoticed. Researching each of them, noticing our similarities and rejoicing in the beauty of human nature."

"Seneng banget Pak sama orang-orang disini ramah-ramah banget. Sekalinya ketemu di jalan pasti senyum atau berenti untuk salaman. Beda banget sama di Jakarta, individualitasnya kenceng banget"
"Pada daerah rantawan, egoistis yang dibawa"
-Pak Hansel, Wae Rebo

"I travel to India, it was really nice there. This is my first time in Indonesia, we went to Bali and then Gili and then we're now at Flores. After that we're going to Surabaya and Jogja to see the Borobudur temple. And what about you? Are your parent so rich or what that you could go here?"

"We're from America, but we live in Britain... Are you Japanese?" 

Seen across the street, wearing shirt with their names on the back.
"Putri! Ine! foto doong!" They run shyly.

"Bukit Cinta itu tempat cinta-cintaan. Makanya namanya bukit cinta"

"Bloom" - Paper Kites

Soothing as always

In the morning when I wake
And the sun is coming through,

Oh, you fill my lungs with sweetness,

And you fill my head with you.

Shall I write it in a letter?

Shall I try to get it down?

Oh, you fill my head with pieces

Of a song I can't get out.

Can I be close to you?

Ooh-oo-oo-ooh, ooh

Can I be close to you?

Ooh, ooh.

Can I take it to a morning

Where the fields are painted gold

And the trees are filled with memories

Of the feelings never told?

When the evening pulls the sun down,

And the day is almost through,

Oh, the whole world it is sleeping,

But my world is you.

Can I be close to you?

(Ah) ooh (aah), ooh (aah).

Can I be close to you?

(Ah) ooh (aah), ooh (aah).

Can I be close to you?

Can I be close to you?

Can I be close to you?

Ooh, ooh.

Saya tidak melihatnya datang (Kekecewaan yang tak Terkalkulasi)

Dua kali

Tunggu

Menunggu lagi

Dipikir waktu telah datang

Dipikir waktu sudah tepat

Kata diumbar

Tak kuat tahan hati busung senang

Namun yang melayang tak pulang

Yang terlepas tak kembali

Maka kata menjadi kosong tak beraksi

Semua tidaj terjadi.

Dipikir waktu telah datang

Tapi kami telah janji pada takdir tak akan mendahuluinya, 

tak akan mempercepat waktu.

Mungkin esok hari kita jumpa

Di dalam semesta yang selaras

Pada malam yang berencana

Suci.

Suci.

Suci.

Dalam setiap matahari yang terbenam,

sua kian dekat

Dalam tiap rotasi bulan detik pun menghitung mundur

Sampai berjumpa lagi takdir

Kemarin kami tak sempat

Alam tak bolehkan

Kami berlari dalam arah yang bertentangan

Sampai berjumpa lagi takdir

Suci.

Suci.

Suci

1.24(31/03/14)

and I travel the world to get to where you are... strangers I met along the way~

I read an article about a guy who travels and here's some point I love about it;

• You might find him in an airport or at a book store browsing the travel guides 
• Allow him to paint a picture that brings you into his world. He might talk fast and miss small details because he’s so excited to be heard. Bask in his enthusiasm. 
• Date a boy who’s lived out of a backpack because he lives happily with less. 
• He’s seen how a life without luxury can mean a life fueled by relationships and family, rather than a life that fuels fancy cars and ego. 
• He looks at the world with the eyes of a five-year-old, curious and hungry. 
• The I’ve-missed-you-hug is the best type of hug in the whole world.
• He also knows that goodbyes are just prolonged see-you-laters and that ‘hello’ is only as far away as the nearest internet cafe.
• Don’t hold onto this boy. Let this boy go and go with him. 
• He will calm your nerves when you’re about to miss a flight or when your rental blows a flat, because he knows the journey is the adventure. He will make light of the unsavory noises you make when you – and you will – get food poisoning. He will make you laugh through the discomfort all while dabbing your forehead with a cold cloth and nursing you with bottled water. He will make you feel like you’re home.
• When you see something beautiful, he will hold your hand in silence, in awe the history of where his feet stand, and the fact that you’re with him.
• He will live in every moment with you, because this is how he lives his life.
• You may lose him for a bit, but he will always come home bearing a new story and a souvenir he picked up because it reminded him of you, like it was made for you, and because he missed you.

He’ll propose when you’ve breached your comfort-zone, whether it be a fear like skydiving or swimming with sharks, or sitting next to the smelly person on an overcrowded bus. It won’t be with a diamond ring, but with a token from a native culture or inspired by nature, like the penguin and the pebble.

• Together you will make the whole world your home. 
• You will have children that have the names of the characters you met on your journeys, the foreign names of people who dug a special place in your heart if only for a few days. 
• He’ll teach your children the beauty of a single stone, the history of the Incas and he will instill in them the bravery of possibility. He will explain to them that masking opportunity, there is fear. He will teach them to conquer it.
• You deserve to look at life through the eyes of youth and with your arms wide open. Because this is where you will find joy. And better, you will find joy together.

And if you can’t find him, travel. Go. Embrace it. Explore the world for yourself because dreams are the stuff reality is made from.

Full Article on: http://www.hereigoagainonmyown.com/date-a-man-who-travels/

"I'll show you wealth

You've never seen

The sun and moon and shadows

The rainbow's arch, the mountain stream

The sunless clouds

And the winter's dream

I'll play you sounds

You've never heard

The waterfall, the river

The thunder of the hummingbird

The whisper of the snow

What if you never know

How much you cared

Till you are parted

By a stormy sea"

Here Beside Me