Seperti tidak ingin berkata
Tidak untuk bicara
Habis sudah luapan, hasrat untuk memanggil
Lenyap disibak waktu, karena ‘mau-tahu’ ini telah busuk
Tidak dimakan penantian, hanya saja dibiarkan ranum
terlalu lama.
Maka, kenyataan kabur,
asumsi muncul, imaji mengendap, mengusir logika.
Selalu jadi yang unggul.
Sampai titik dimana perjuangan tidak lagi diprioritaskan.
Maka, aku tidak ingin berkata, tidak ingin bicara.
Waktumu telah habis, disibak waktu.

Solitude

In solitude I am thinking,
In solitude I am wondering,
In solitude I am wandering,
In solitude I become observant,
In solitude I am waiting
To the time where
Solitudes can only be enjoy by two souls.

Asumsi dan Jarak

Asumsi dan Jarak

Biarkan asumsi membatasi hubungan kita.
Padahal kebenaran ada di situ, tapi dikelabui.
Atau, mau dikelabui.
Maka, asumsi menjadi jarak bagi kita.

I have such a fear of finding another like myself, and such a desire to find one. I am so utterly lonely, but I also have such a fear that my isolation be broken through, and I no longer be the head and ruler of my universe. 

Anais Nin

I will wait for you

 

Everything was fine the way it was
Normal and ordinary
Then there was you, so randomly too
And now you’re staring at me

No one can choose who they fall for
Or when the fall, or how they fall, or why
I, well I fell for you and I must wait
it’s only a matter of time

I will wait for you my darling
and I will wait for you

Oooh
Oooh

Everything was cool the way it was
Just me, my thoughts, and I
and then there was you, so randomly too
the way that you walked by

No one can choose who they fall for
Or when the fall, or how they fall, or why
I, well I fell for you and I must wait
it’s only a matter of time

I will wait for you my darling
and I will wait for you, and i will wait for you

No, No I don’t fall in love
No I can’t fall in love
It’s much too complicated
Having tried it before
I don’t need it anymore
So I thought, So I thought,
So I thought

I will wait for you my darling
and I will wait for you, and i will wait for you

Aaah Aaah

random: baru baca blog gua. isinya jijik banget ya. Tapi semuanya jujur sih. jadi sejujurnya itu jijik -_-

Jogja

Jogja

"The point is to get lost"

Was in adventure, exploring. Explore; travel in or through (an unfamiliar country or area) in order to learn about or familiarize oneself with it. Suatu tempat jadi menarik kalo kita tau gimana cara explorenya. Memperhatikan tanah yang kita pijak, melihat detil tempat, sadar sama pembicaraan yang terjadi di sekitar kita. Bahkan halaman rumahnya dijadiin toko jus aja bisa jadi menarik haha. Weekend kemaren emang mepet, tapi gue bener-bener harus menggantikan yang terlewatkan (macem sheila on7 brur). Secara selama 7 bulan ini hidup gue cuma softball bae, jadi aja walaupun cuma 2 hari libur tetep cabut ke jogja. Niatnya pingin ke pantai, ke goa pindul, ke mana ke mana, blablabla blabla. ujung2nya goes bae. Naik sepedah inez. Padahal buta jalannya setengah mati. Tapi seyuuu bwangett syiiihhh. Emang tujuannya, serunya ya kalo nyasar itu. Btnya charger batre kamera ilaaaaang jadi ngga bisa vutu2. alhasil cuma foto emprit aje pake kamera hp baru guahahaha. bedewe emprit itu burung pemakan padi di sawah. Ditangkepin buat di goreng. Pas liat bentuknya shocking pink banget. Kaya kecoa atau jangkrik gitu. tapi enyaak nyak nyak. Next destination, yang deket ajelah. Bandung.

Mprit. Kasian mprit >.<

"The world is a book
and those who do not travel
read only one page"
- St. Augustine